Our own little island

i feel like we are on our own little island. there are people and things floating on islands around us but we are still alone on our island. I don't know why but I'm feeling really isolated and lonely right now. I'm missing people. It suprises me cause I figured once Brian was here it wouldn't really be loely, but for some reason yesterday a big feeling of complete aloneness just hit me. We have met some people here, but really no friends. If that makes sense. Nobody I'd call up and just chat with on the phone, nobody I'd call and say hey i need away wanna go shopping, you know what I mean. It's just the 6 of us in our own little isolated world. It's a very weird strange feeling. I'm really wanting people. I'm finding it's super hard to meet people around here. i'm not sure why that is, but it is.